The common question I get from my friends is, “What are you doing out
there?” While I know what I am doing, I also know that I have no desire to do
it all alone. I keep telling Mr.NYC Casa, there is a huge market for me and he
says we can work together, but he is too busy. He has his own businesses and he
can barely make time for me let alone assist me. While I have “friends”, I am really just
alone at the end of the day. It is not a good feeling and without strong
support my success rate is not very high at this point.
Now it is the 6 month mark and I evaluate what I am doing here and will
I continue. While I do not believe in
giving up, there just seems to be cultural differences I just can not fully
adapt to at times. The fun and adventure is losing its shine and it sometimes feels like I just
need to live a normal life with friends and family who care for me-not men who
say they care and treat me with disrespect.
While I love my students and I am just building good networks and
contacts, I have to measure up if it is all truly worth it at the end of the
day. To Moroccan standards, I am making a lot of money and have potential to
make more. While there is a big market
for me, I still need to feel a bigger motivation or purpose for being here. I
sit and speak with people about their purpose, but what about mine? I am giving
to others and working with them to help develop their education, careers, and
lives, but what about my own?
Is it time to stop the travelling and just go home?
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