An Angel Given and Taken Away

Lately, I question placing a beautiful man in my life and taking him away so quickly. While I take responsibility for my mistakes in the relationship, God still holds the fate of our relationship in his hands.  Everything happens for a reason and now I sit with sadness and an overbearing feeling of loss. Things feels cloudy and I feel a bit lost.  Perhaps he served his purpose and now it is time for me to serve my own purpose independently on my own two feet. 

Mr.Casa helped me in so many ways and this would definitely indicate he cares, but it also just represents the person he is and his cultural connection.  He is Moroccan and he works based off a code of honor.  There is a respect towards the guest and going above and beyond to help a person in need.  Even after we broke up, he still was helpful towards me until I decided it was time to do it all by myself.  Somehow things always just come back to Priscilla doing it all herself....  

She stares at the dead roses that represent her relationship-beautiful when alive but sad and lonely looking when dead.  No fairytale ending to this story, no prince charming coming to my balcony to express his love to me. She expressed her feelings to him and he was not receptive-this is not a love story.  When someone does not want to be with you, you can not force them to change their mind and make them see the good.  It is all just too late and you have to learn from the experience.  Once you past the pain, you meet progress.   You progress into a new experience and learn from the previous one.  The pain will pass, it always does, but this one seems to stick like a double stick adhesive tape.....