Sometimes
she feels beaten.
She
is crawling on the ground with blood on her face.
She
envisions herself in the streets of New York in a dark alley way, like she had just
been mugged.
She
is screaming, but no one hears her
screams.
She
is crying, but no one sees her tears.
Is
there anyone out there? Anyone out there with a beating pulse?
The
blood stains her face and it becomes cold on her skin.
She
sits on the ground crying with her head in between her legs and her legs become
numb.
She
feels like she can not get up, but she knows she can not stay there.
She
realizes that she can not stay there and gives up.
Usually,
at these times people think about those who care for them most and this drives
them to rise up.
She
thinks about these people and her mind becomes frozen in doubt.
She
feels alone, an independence she has created all on her own sometimes pushing
away those that love her most.
She
continues to cry and reaches out to God’s invisible hand that lifts her up off
the cold, wet, pebbly black pavement.
With
her rising comes a confirmation of her faith and a feeling of hope. He always gives her hope, but she needs to
rise on her own.
What
will happen when her body does not let her rise next time?
-PRISCILLA-
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