The
Classic song by Alice Dejay, “Do you think you’re better off alone, Do you
think you’re better off alone?”
After
losing two great guys in a row, I wonder am I just better off alone? It seems
that my independence often gets in the way, but I pull back to test the
relationship or to challenge it rather than just accepting it and loving
it. For instance, I will resist my
feelings towards men saying that “I do
not need them to be happy and I need to focus on myself.” How does this
focusing on myself work out for me? I end up falling on my face.
Are
these just the wrong men for me completely? Do I fight my feelings for them
because in my heart I know something is not right? Are there better men out
there for me? Does God have another man for me somewhere out in the world? Do I
just need time to get my life in order and be alone? Have I become too
independent for a relationship? Is having a man whom I love and care about and having my career such a bad thing?
These questions surface, especially when I think about Mr. Bigg. I saw a future with us. I saw happiness. But
it never quite ended rather it was just beginning and I jumped on a plane and
moved to Casablanca-nice move Priscilla
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